Just Love

That thing called "Love", I think I can endure it on my "Heart Locker" for a long time. I can only scream out loud inside of my heart. Whatever I think, this is the best I can do....

I realized that my "introvert" personality will hold me to tell you that I love you, even i can't say it to my closest friend that I love you.... 

I've looked for you since last year, when we got the same team on "Panitia Dana Pelantikan". I can't explain why I choose you for gettin' special place on my deepest heart. I think that I love the way you laugh, the way you smile, the way you behave, ahh I love everything that you have. Even if you say that you're "gendut" in every pict which you take, but I think you're in perfect shape everytime, everyday. 一目惚れだったのよ。

I try to search all of information about you by myself, your relationship status, your favorite books, etc. But it's kinda hard since I don't know anything about you before. On that time, I think that you're still in a relationship with that pediatric resident (I don't know whether it's true or not, because I'm not a gossiper or something else), so I wouldn't get closer to you. I can only stare at you from a long distance, hear your sound when we met as a fundrising team on preparing the graduation, see your smile, I make it so carefully just because I don't wanna you know that I care about you.....